Lonely, broken, hopeless I'm supposed to be strong I'm supposed to find a to carry on
But I don't to feel better I don't wanna not remember Won't you please I will laugh I will Shake my fist at the sky But I will not say goodbye
They keep saying time will heal But the pain just gets more real The sun comes up each day be waiting, hating, praying, waiting If I can keep on holding Maybe I can keep my heart from knowing that you're gone
Cause I don't wanna feel better I don't wanna not remember will always see your face In shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh I will cry Shake my fist at the sky I will not say goodbye
I will curse I will pray I'll relive everyday I will show through the pain I'll shout your name
I will laugh I will cry Shake fist at the sky But I will not say Will not say goodbye I will not say goodbye Will not say ooooohhhhh