I hurt myself today To see if still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The familiar Try to kill it all away But I remember everything
[Chorus:] have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear are someone else am still right here
[Chorus:] If I could start again A million miles away I would myself I would find a way