I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on pain only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar Try to kill it all away But I remember everything
[Chorus:] What have I become sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings You are someone else I am still here
[Chorus:] If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I find a way