I hurt myself today To if I still feel I focus on the pain only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar Try to kill it all away But I remember everything
[Chorus:] What have I My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you have it all My empire of dirt will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear are someone else I am still right
[Chorus:] If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a