It's easier to run this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain all alone
Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I've kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they've played
If I could change I would Take back pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could Stand up and take blame I would If I could take all the to the grave I Would
Sometimes I remember The darkness of past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go And never back And never moving forward so There would never be a past
Just washing it aside All the helplessness inside Pretending I don't feel misplaced Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to Than face all this pain here all alone