If I am lost for a day to find me But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me all of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest in there's the light But this empty bedroom won't make anything right While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home Who waits for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive
I dreamed I was dying as I so often do And when I awoke I was sure was true I ran to the window threw my head to sky And said whoever is up there please don't let me die
But I can't live I can't always be One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross And I'll laugh all that we've lost
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive June, July, September, October I'm alive November, December and all through the winter I'm alive, I'm alive