I shiver and shake through warm and cold I'm alone On my own In every mistake I dig this hole through skin And bones
It's harder over Than never to have changed
With blackbirds following me I'm digging out my grave close in, swallowing me The pain, it comes in waves I'm getting back what I gave
I sweat through the sheet as daylight fades As I waste away It traps me mistakes I made That's the price I pay
It's harder starting Than never to have changed
With blackbirds following me I'm digging out my grave They close in, swallowing me The pain, it comes in waves I'm getting back what I gave
I drop to floor like I did before Stop, watching I'm coughing, I can't be more What I want and what I need are a constant Like a well full of poison, a rotten core The blood thin, the fever stings And I shake from the hell that the habits bring Lay the sick ones down bells will ring Put pennies on their eyes, let the dead men sing
Blackbirds following me I'm digging out my grave They in, swallowing me The pain, it comes in waves I'm getting back what I gave