Sleepless in the night I try to lose my faith you Saying to myself, \"You can't be the right one for me\"
And now that you are gone I finally get taste of freedom Only problem is: I don't want to be free
I don't wanna be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't wanna feel the sadness Pretending that still the same
I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't wanna abandoned I don't wanna waste my youth
You tried to suffocate with your pretence And I believed in this shallow romance I ran for cover I couldn't hide And still you tried to get me to abide
You scratched me like a perfume ad Erasing all the feelings that I had all the time you faked this loneliness you wouldn't see my twisted mess
I don't wanna be abandoned I don't to curse your name I don't wanna feel the sadness Pretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't wanna be abandoned I don't waste my youth