Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be if he had loved me Truly loved me, yes I learned a while that kind of thing, it never happens for me And so I go around and just pretend Love is not for me I play the circus clown around my friends Make them laugh and they won't see That you never let ‘em see you sweat Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep Lord know its killing me
So I put on my makeup Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is ok I’m laughing ‘cause no one Knows the joke is on me ‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face On my face Singing la la (la la, la la) la la, ( la la, la la, la la) la la (la la) Ooooh (la la la laahh) Laaaah
Sometimes I sit at by the phone hoping he might call me (call me) But he don't call me (call me, call me, call me) But then I realize dreams come true Aren't for girls me, not like me And so I go around with my head up Like it ain't no thing And when the boys around with all my friends I’m into other things ‘Cause you never let them see you sweat Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep Lord its killing me
[Chorus:] And so I put on my makeup (put it on, put it on) Put a smile on my face (a smile on my face) And if anyone asks me (oooh yeah) Everything is ok (oh I’m laughing) I’m laughing ‘cause no one (no one, no one) Knows the joke is on me But I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face On face (oooh)
It’s not an easy (thing to do) it’s hard to (face the truth) It’s not the life that I would choose But what else can I do if he don't love me (no) If he don't want me I’m not about to sit around Let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:] So I put on my makeup Put a smile on my face (I put a smile on my And if anyone ask me Everything is ok I’m laughing ‘cause no one (no one, no one) Knows the joke is on me ‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face On my Singing, la la la (la la, la la) la la, ( la la, la la, la la) la la (la la, la la, la la la la laaa) I’ll keep on singing la la Lalalala……