Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be if he had loved me Truly loved me, yes learned a while ago, that kind of thing, it never happens for me And so I go around and just pretend Love is not for me I play the circus clown around friends Make them laugh and they won't see That you never let ‘em see you sweat Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep Lord know its killing me
[Chorus:] So I put on my makeup Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything ok I’m laughing ‘cause no one Knows the joke is on me ‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face On my face Singing la la la (la la, la la) la, ( la la, la la, la la) la la (la la) Ooooh (la la la laahh) Laaaah
Sometimes I sit at home by the phone hoping he might call me (call me) But he don't call me (call me, call me, call me) But then I realize dreams true Aren't for girls like me, not like me And so I go around with my head up Like it ain't no thing And when the boys around with all my friends I’m into other things ‘Cause you never let them see you sweat Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:] And so I put on my makeup it on, put it on) Put a smile on my face (a smile on my face) And if anyone asks me (oooh yeah) Everything is ok (oh I’m I’m laughing ‘cause no one (no one, no one) Knows the joke is on me But I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face On my face (oooh)
It’s not an easy (thing to do) Sometimes it’s hard to (face the truth) It’s not the life that I would choose But what else can I do if he don't love me (no) If he don't want me I’m not about to sit around Let go (gooooo)
[Chorus:] So I put on my makeup Put a smile on my face (I put a smile on my face) And anyone ask me Everything is ok I’m laughing ‘cause no one (no one, no one) Knows the joke is on me ‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face On my face Singing, la la la (la la, la la) la la, ( la la, la la, la la) la la (la la, la la, la la la la laaa) I’ll keep singing la la Lalalala……