Lonely, broken, hopeless supposed to be strong I'm supposed to find a way to carry on
But I don't want to feel better I don't wanna not remember Won't you please I will laugh will cry Shake my fist at sky But I will not say goodbye
They keep saying time will heal But the pain just gets real The sun comes up each day Might be waiting, hating, praying, waiting If I can keep on holding on Maybe I can keep my heart from knowing that you're
Cause I don't wanna feel better I don't wanna not remember I will always see your In shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh I will cry Shake my fist at the sky But I will say goodbye
I will curse I will pray I'll relive everyday I will show through the I'll shout out your name
I will laugh I will cry Shake my fist at the sky But I will not say Will not say goodbye will not say goodbye Will not say ooooohhhhh