I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on pain The only thing real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember
[Chorus:] have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end you could have it all My empire of dirt will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You someone else I am right here
[Chorus:] If I could start again A million miles I would keep myself I would find a way