it’s four a.m. again father, forgive this sin uncomfortable in this life, yeah I can’t put down this yeah
I’m carving words in my arms, baby hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe I need the touch of a hand this isn’t what had planned
[Chorus] I need relief from this I wanna slip away into the night don’t wanna see the sun again but can’t swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning
I’m losing my faith in me I can’t remember the last time i felt free from inside my when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead
you say I’m out of control at least i still have a soul I don’t need your advice some compassion would be nice
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can’t take any more of your pills they hold my head up but still it feels so wrong I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid for this chemically-induced, ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day