it’s four a.m. again father, forgive me this sin uncomfortable in this life, yeah I can’t down this yeah
I’m carving words in my arms, baby hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe I the touch of a hand this isn’t what i had planned
[Chorus] I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the don’t wanna see the sun again but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I like drowning
losing my faith in me I can’t remember the last time i felt free from voices inside my head when I taste liberation, they feed me fear instead
you say I’m out of control at least i still have a soul no, I need your advice some compassion would be nice
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I can’t take any more of pills they hold my head up but still it feels so wrong I believe the price that I’ve paid for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day