it’s four a.m. again father, forgive me this sin uncomfortable this life, yeah I can’t put down this knife, yeah
I’m carving words in my arms, baby hey, are part of my charm, maybe I need the of a hand this isn’t what i had planned
[Chorus] I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night don’t wanna see sun again but can’t get swallowed by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning
I’m losing my in me I can’t remember the last time i felt free from voices inside my head when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead
you say I’m out control at least i still have a soul no, I don’t your advice some compassion would be nice
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can’t take any more of your pills they hold my head up but still it feels so wrong I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid for this chemically-induced, perceivably take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day