If I am lost for a day to find me But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me And of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest in June there's the light But this empty bedroom make anything right While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in with the world, stay alive
I dreamed I was dying I so often do And when I awoke I was sure it was true ran to the window threw my head to the sky And said whoever is up there please don't let me die
But I can't forever I can't always be One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive Calendar who is lost to the world, stay alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive June, July, August, September, October I'm alive November, December all through the winter I'm alive, I'm alive