What do I do to ignore what's behind me Do I my fate to escape blindly Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening Do I let it go and try to stand it Or do I try to catch them red-handed Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness Cause sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men I make the right turns but I'm lost within I put on daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself Myself I ask why, but in my I find I can't rely on myself Myself I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself
I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I Turn my back I'm defenseless And to give into fate seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the By myself Myself I ask why But in my mind i find I can't rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind i find I cant rely on myself
I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to
Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside
Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try I can't seem to convince why I'm stuck on the outside
I can't hold on To what I want when i'm stectched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in
I can't hold on To what I when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure from with